Lyrics
PTSd - Graham Trude
Dedicated to all suffering with PTSd and addiction all over the world.
(Ver 1)
Empty motel room cigarettes on the couch
Stuck inside my head and I just can’t get out
The hardest fight I have is here inside my brain
I try to forget but the memories remain
(Cho)
I don’t wanna live this way
Loosing all of my control
And I can’t seem to find the way to what it was
I’m tired of the same damn thing
Gotta face what I own
The war I tried to leave followed me back
home
I dont wanna live this way
(Ver 2)
I tried to find my way deep inside a drink
Sobered up and it was back inside of me
The feeling that I had is I’m in this alone
Til I found out that I’m not the only one
(Cho)
I don’t wanna live this way
Loosing all my control
And I can’t seem to find the way to what it was
Tired of the same damn thing
I’m gunna face what I own
The war I tried to leave followed me back home
I don’t wanna live this way
(Out)
You don’t gotta live this way
Walking that road alone
Your the furthest thing from lonely and the only one
It’s never gunna be alright
So one day at a time
It’s okay not to be okay and be afraid
But You don’t gotta live this way